10 years ago to this day - did you 'wonder' what you'd be doing in 10 yrs time ?

I was a 20 year old mess!! Funny I had this conversation with someone tonight. At 20, I was desperate for a baby. My boyfriend (who is now my husband) and I had just had a horrible miscarriage when I was 19 and I was trying to deal with my sister who was 31 at the time, would be 36 now and was an alcoholic. She's ped away now thanks to her alcoholism. Anyway, I did finally get pregnant with My eldest daughter Niamh a few months later and she's 9 on July 31 this year. And I have 2 more gorgeous children to add to my wealth of the last 10 years. Although I have suffered extreme depression, always continued with self harming and eating disorders. My self esteem is sh it low.... just as it was 10 years ago..... so did I wonder what I'd be doing now?? I hoped I wasn't gonna be as low as I was then.... and in a pathetic fashion.... I still have as little confidence as self esteem as I did 10 years ago! Sorry for the " wo is me story!" At least my babies are gorgeous and healthy! night night jo x